Sunday Kind of Love

I want to say “I love you”

But

Saying it out loud means I could let the hurt back in.

I don’t know if I’d survive another heartbreak

But

I’m willing to risk it all if you’re willing to love me whole.

That’s not something we can guarantee

But

In the moments when I feel safest with you,

I’ll whisper those three words.

Because maybe if I say them softly the recoil won’t hurt as much as my fears say they will.

My soul wants peace and my heart wants a Sunday kind of love

But

my mind doesn’t think I can have both.

My body doesn’t know a peaceful love

And

It deserves to.

I want to say “I love you” and there be no exception.

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